It has been almost three months since I started training with Bryan. It has been the hardest thing I have ever done. Not just working out but changing my eating habits, the way I go on about my days and cutting out things I love. after close to three months, about 2 weeks ago my extra weight just fell right off! It happened the same way few years ago, I didn’t notice a difference for a while and then all of a sudden it was gone. If you know me personally, you know for pretty much my whole post puberty life, I have always had facial hair. It has been my security blanket in a way. I was a trick I used to hide the gizard and to sculpt some kind of a jaw line. Well I don’t want one anymore it’s SO bizarre. I started to grow one in again, and I felt that my face appeared rounder with it. Will I never had a beard again, I don’t know, but for right now I’m good without it. I don’t need my security blanket anymore.

I have been pretty bad lately though, while the food thing is still tough, I’m finding the drinking thing even harder. Pretty much as of May 1st, there’s always something to do, somewhere to go, and some person to see. And with Pride coming up, it’s my busy socializing season which means drinking. While I don’t drink the super sugary stuff (I stick to Vodka Soda..the gay man’s drink) I know for a fact that is hindering everything a little bit. It’s hard to give it up though, how can I go out sans booze, I mean come on. Especially when I have to deal with you gays (kidding, I love you all). So I guess the next big step is to kind of get that all in check a bit more. Chances are it probably won’t happen but hey, I’ll put it out into the universe and maybe I’ll be able to tone it down.

So here’s to melting away! I know I know I’ve been promising tons of pictures and they never happened, but they will soon. You’ll get the full full before and after.

BOOTY SHORTS AT PRIDE!