Last night, Nicki Minaj: My Truth, a three-episode fly-on-the-wall documentary on Nicki Minaj premiered on E! and we’ve got the full episode for you to watch below.

In the episode, we get to see Nicki Minaj in the studio, what she has to deal with from day to day, and what it’s like behind the scenes as she begins on American Idol. Literally, we are behind the scenes on her first day where she is totally stressed out because she’s totally late due to wardrobe issues. As we know, there was a lot of drama between her and Mariah Carey. “I think Mariah has met her match,” says Nicki.

If you were at all interested in all of the drama that went on with American Idol, you definitely have to watch this three-episode series. So far it’s way more interesting than I thought it would be. Minaj also bitches out Perez Hilton and says, “I’m sick of you printing lies. I wanna know, do you guys really believe the sh*t you put on there? You get on my goddam nerves.” Enjoy the full episode below!

Nicki Minaj: My Truth (Premiere Episode)